When I get older? I don't think about that days.. there's one quote (more like graffiti) "die young, be nice corpse..." kidding..
From where comes my dark side? Don't know.. I had some bad moments in my childhood, like stupid war, which is also reason why I can't remember my childhood.. Recently I lost some close persons.. that could be reason also..
But u know what, I'm no looking for reason... I do not want to.. why should I think about something that "was" before? Most important to me is to know that I can go on, even through dark periods..
self mutilation? no, not any more.. i used, when i was teenager, to write on my hands with some sharp objects (needles) but it was short period, and have no scars, at least not from the ourside.. bye, my friend.. Iv..
Thanks for your explanation Ivona. "interesting" but also a little sad. Nice for now but what when you get older. Any idea where it comes from ? My dark side is related to a violent childhood and death is mere an escape from all pain, i love to life but the dark is stronger now, i hate it but by expressing it i can let go some . "I don't kill, I don't bite, I don't torture... I'm just what I am :-)"
hahhah i am not afraid, i think you are a kind person for others. you dont do self mutilation do you ? keep going in photography and in deed use it in the dark periods to release it. thats a good method.
Dear, Wolf... This frog was last from "nailed" project.. first one was this fly... http://www.usefilm.com/image/1388408.htm
Why did I do that? I don't know how to explain... sometimes I have dark periods, sometimes I just feel like I need to create something.. I don't think much what's gonna be.. sometimes, result is totaly different than things from where I started... In my dark periods, photos are more dark, bw, or full of dead (like ..::Hanged...::.., ..::The Sorrows of Young Werther::.., ..::The Thorn Birds::., etc)... in creative period, they are creative (like ..::From Olympic Games::.., ..::High temp::.., ..::Chinese woman project::.., etc)..
when people feel sad, or bad, or they just feel like loosing control of their lifes, most of them drink, or take drugs, or..whatever.. In that period, I'm looking to escape in photography.. In last few dark periods I was looking for adrenaline in photography - all in one - for example, I climb on high places without insurance, stay under the motorbikes while they jump over me, etc.. I like my dark periods..
Am I friendly? U should ask people around me.. I don't kill, I don't bite, I don't torture... I'm just what I am :-)
I assume the frog was already dead. No I couldnt do it either, but I realise I can change and do it as well. I dont find you crazy, nor a sadomachosist nor whatever negative. Your face in the sky tells me you are just very curious and investigative. I even envy that lust for exploration and it inspires me.
Are you a friendly person ? What is the reason for the frog crusification ?
Its controversial and interesting. Teach me who you are.
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