Sometimes this thing, sends me into depression for weeks . It has happened so many times that I know that in spite of all crazy ideas that go through my head, I will land some where safe!
the problem or sometimes i feel the bless is that i have no control over my incoming or outgoing feelings and/or thoughts! so instead of me directing and going through my life,my life is directing and going through me. i'm not kidding. i just love it when i get a comment from you,and i can't control it! warm feelings