Dear Tracey, when I saw your leaving words on my pictures, I really do not know what I can say. I am so sorry to hear about your story although I have the same feeling as yours. Just like you, I also spent alot of time in churches, graveyards and old cemetaries to search the memory of happy life, to search the placid mood of my heart after the death of my wife. I always tell myself, she will be very happy to be with God. Each time I take the photo of church, of Angel, of God, I always have the feeling that my baby is with me. That makes me unruffled. Life will go on. Memory will go on too. Tomorrow will be another day, a new day, will be the future of our alive persons. Maybe, that's life, the real life for us. Let's go on with the memory of happy time, with the bless from God.
after I lost my baby girl I did alot of soul searching.... and spent alot of time in old cemetaries! (a very personal series ~don't know when and if I'll post it) But this is very thought provoking and tells its own story, sad BUT poetic.